The Twins Of Kane - Genesis 1.9

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The Twins of Kane – Genesis 1.9

Again it is one of those times when you just have to stare at Lou, focused and do whatever you can to not start swooning over him. My mind would constantly remind me to focus though, and I knew that his amazing beauty had to be one of the clues as to which angel he was, but I never actually paid attention to the bible, or Sunday school or anything that had to do with religion. I knew two of the Ten Commandments at best, and I am still getting over the fact that God is a she. The last thing I wanted to see at the other end of the park was that big freak step out into the clearing, and just stare at us from about 500 feet away, “Why would he do something like that with you sitting here?”

“He’s taunting me,” Lou said with a matter of fact attitude, sort of like it should have been obvious, and had it been two kids on the playground I might have understood a lot easier, but I assume that on their own level it must be about the same, “He tests me to see how I will react to certain things he does, and he wants to find a way to exploit me,” Lou’s eyes never left him mind you, “He doesn’t like being bound to my vicinity very much, and I don’t like the way he gets around the law, so I am worried that the ending may never happen for him,” he took a long look up, “But I have you this time don’t I babe?”

“What’s the end you’re talking about?” I asked him rather timidly because it doesn’t sound like something that had a happy answer, and I was quite right. I was growing to get very used to having him around already which quite frankly scared me a little because in the real frame of things he isn’t supposed to be around at all, and the circumstances for him being here aren’t that great obviously.

“When an omnipotent leaves their realms they are limited to a lot of things that they can do. We aren’t supposed to be able to affect the weather, but Darius does. We are not allowed to claim lives that are not our own, but Darius does. We can not continue to exist past the eleventh day and I am afraid that Darius might,” and with that he started clenching his fists. “It is for the women to create sentient beings and after eons of existence, I took it upon myself to create life, to try to create something to take on my burdens so that I could cease. He is desperate now as he realized that I can make him cease regardless if I cease,” again as he looks up, which really is starting to give me the creeps, “Then what’s she going to do?” came out with a very nasty tone.

It was that feeling that you get when you are sitting in science class and you never studied a bit for the test you are about to take. My mind only half comprehends what he is talking about, but I surmised that ceasing meant you died. How could I know, I don’t comprehend it all in the outer worldly sense. “Let me understand, but when you cease you simply die right, and if you are omnipotent how come you still need to figure things out? It seems kind of silly …”

“When you cease then you never existed, I figured that one out a while ago, and would give anything to cease, but I am bound by the law to fulfill my place,” he jumped to his feet really quickly, and startled me, but not Darius in the least. As he sat down again he started saying, “The problem here is that no matter how fast I move he can move just as fast, and that distance there gives him about the equivalent of a week in your time to simply start moving,” he looked at me staring at him in utter confusion and I think he mistook it for another womanly attempt to force him to continue, “If I never existed then he never happened, so if I can remain here for another 9 days then I disappear and everything that has ever happened since the dawn of time changes, but I am willing to assume that it is better than what the world would look like with him running around through it,” again I stared at him and I think he can feel it because his eyes never left Darius, “Omnipotent is one of those words that gets a bit stretched in this plain of existence because it is beyond anything that a human being will ever know. When you are on your computer it takes time for it to search through data no matter how fast it is. You have to think of it being on an infinite scale at that point when your computer, no matter how good it is, it is quite finite.”

“I thought you said that you were bound to fulfill your place, so how can you simply cease?” I asked with a bit of trepidation, as I am starting to think that I am not asking the right questions again, but I added to it before he could start, “Why do you seem so angry at God if that is who you always seem to be talking to when you look up, I mean you’re an angel, so I would think …” and that was when I was shut off by Lou who changed his tone quite a bit as I noticed that Darius was walking nearer to us.

“I am not capable of anger in the sense that you know it, my issues with God are my own for I found my way into the knowledge of why she created me,” he stood up to stare at Darius as he stalked closer to us, very slowly but you could see him nearing slightly, ever so slightly closer, “I have never actually been happy, nor sad, and my eternities of walking alone while surrounded by many with nothing but total indifference is a sentence that nobody should ever deserve,” the tone that his voice carried was more powerful than his usual soft tones, and there was a bit of a transforming effect as he continued standing at the ready. Darius was up to something and I was paralyzed to do much more than sit and wait for what was coming. “I have been misconceived throughout time for all of my passions that I was specifically created with, and despite the Hell I have been forced to endure since the dawn of time I have accepted my fate as it was the law that bound me, and being trapped surrounded by the worst criminals, the rapists, the psychopaths, the dishonest, the lying, and every other piece of human filth and debris has not been deserving and for once in all of this as I am forced to carry out the law once again for what I have done, I ask YOUR God and the God who has forgotten to change the truth and the stories that everyone assumes that they know, why it was me that was chosen by creation to carry the wrath that I was created simply for?” His voice was now that of rage, “I am a product of my maker, and I have had it with playing by the rules, but I can’t get around them, and for that I am angry at those that can and those that did!”

Darius had finally stopped dead, as if his own fear was starting to grow, and it was understandable as Lou was starting to scare me. His voice echoing throughout the field, as he very calculatedly explained what he has obviously been dying to say for so long that he probably doesn’t even remember when he became self aware of anything at all. His entire body was appearing to get bigger as even his own clothing was starting to look a bit tight on him, and his words started to continue as his seething eyes were fixated right onto Darius who was now appearing to slowly creep away again, “I am no better as I look at that fiend that I have to find a way to destroy so that my last sin can be rectified, and anger may be the only word I can use to describe how I feel, and not because I hate him. He doesn’t comprehend his own horrible reason for creation any more than I did, and now as I find a way to destroy him I am quite envious that he will cease before he has had eternities of torment as I have. My anger is at God for being too much of a coward to carry my burdens of holding onto the hell and chaos for her so that she could carry on her perceptions of purity and light,” and with that Lou had dropped to his knees and continued to stare at Darius who was stuck in his own position. “Revenge is hardly God like or saintly but if I cease to exist then an eternity of the evil half of God will be forced upon her memories in an instant, and omnipotent doesn’t protect you from that which is overwhelming by your own standards.”

I was terrified, rightfully so because I had figured out the secret that he had been so dying to tell me in an instant, and regardless of what you see with your own eyes the concept of what you have been taught your whole life will always trump that which you know to be true, or seem to think anyway, but before I could say anything or somehow try to ascertain a little better the whole scenario as it was laid out for me, I saw Darius turn just slightly to his right and both he and Lou totally vanished, as if they both started running at speeds that my brain couldn’t even fathom, but the last word I barely whispered seemed to just linger in the air, long after they were gone, “Lucifer …” … To be continued